FOOD RANT

SO I have 2 say that i agree - even today i had some lion bars - because i was out of control and i felt like doing it - and thats fine - and thats something that i had to come to terms with - i don't know why though - why should i accept that I can't control myself from eating junk food - i mean my body IS a temple and it shouldn't be seen as otherwise - so why am i even in the predicament in the first place?
and thats it precisely - why are you in this food predicament in the first place? why are we navigating the food world like pirates in a thunderstorm - surely food should be easy - i mean the animals know what to eat - my dogs never lick my cup of tea when i offer it because they know not to drink boiling hot liquid (not sure about this example but lets just go with it)

heres an analogy story kind of thing - this photographer goes to the amazon and photographs this tribe.  the people in the tribe are healthy - very healthy (looking) like in avatar or something.  Then they are photographed every year - for a while - and certain changes start to develop in them, deformities, stunted growths etc. - they have been exposed to the western world to an extent - this has given rise to the changes.  before they were completely living from the forest, fresh herbs, fruit, vegetables, wild meat.  Then they get exposed to walmart, sainsburys, mcdonalds, cakes coca cola whatever and there bodies start to suffer a little which manifests as some (not normal looking) bodily things.

heres another story thing - so these lab rats are given heroine - and they are given heroine on tap.  In a small cage in a laboratory environment they stay hooked on the heroine taking more and more but then in an open environment IN NATURE with SPACE to be - they naturally start weening themselves off it.  SERIOUSLY - i didn't know rats could ween themselves

So yeah my point IS - check your vibe before you normalise your environment and accept the status quo - i mean think about this conversation i had recently

'hey saul'
'hey anonymous lady'
'what you up to?'
'yeah im working at greggs'
'ooo i love greggs!'

WTF - what is love? baby don't hurt me no more (i should have said) -
seriously
LOVE
for cakes and pastries
NO FUCKING WAY
not in my lifetime mate

it should have been like this (and I  did have a few of these so theres still hope)
'hey saul'
'hey anonymous lady'
'what you up to?
'yeah im working at greggs'
'shit that must be hard to avoid all the temptation'
'no because i know that my body is a fucking temple (tantric lol)'
'i love you'
'i love you too you are a beautiful manifestation of god'
'i know'
'lets hug'
BIG HUGS ALL ROUND

although although although
it DOES work with my logic that everything is love
and this is why maybe this girl was actually spot on
and that you should love everything
its just that it confuses me that love manifests as cakes and pasties
but maybe thats just because I was brought up as a jew
and they taught me that life on earth was like the garden of eden
where its just all beautiful colours, natural looking (cos everything is inherently natural) so i just think that greggs is not natural and this is my test which is to acknowledge that everything is just love even in my strange predicament with shit like greggs and hitler and monsanto (in lisbon and the evil american corporation) and my crazy mother and my anus and all this stuff
sorry
and really cute kittens.

so basically in a round about way id like to say
I LOVE YOU
and
I LOVE EVERYTHING
and
EVERYTHING IS PERFECT
and
WE ARE ALL LIVING IN HARMONY WITH NATURE

xxx